December 2011
brianpak57:
Didn’t give up, just had to let go.
135am
New years eve already? Where the fuck did time go? That shit went by in a jifffyyyy. I’m drained as heck tho. Night well spent with the girls. I just noticed that all I ate this whole day was a cheeseburger from in&out for lunch and a mcchicken for dinner.. Im surprisingly not hungry haha but ya let’s see how today goes! I want to be super productive! Bittersweet feeling :| haha...
6. A list of what you want to change in the new...
Change room color PRONTOOOO
Change my hair for the hundredth time
Handle school and actually stop procrastinating
Spend my mula wi$$$ely aka gotta stop spending all that shit on f00d.
Make my parents fully trust me wit everythin -___-
Keep my social life w/o lettin my grades bump low which is gonna be a big challenge for me haha
plus mooooooooooore
I know it’s a new year and...
oh myyyyyyy
Omg i’m really bout to breakdown right now. I just saw the cutest picture everrrrrr that I saved and barely actually looked at it and aaaaaaaaahhhh omg i’m bout to be the biggest simp ever ever ever. Omg omg omg :((((((( i am so sad dude hahaha this is like torture right now but I have have have to fight my urges. gaaaaaah way harder than I thought hahaha fuck..
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juicetinj:
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How...
You'll never forget that first heartbreak. Not no...
fufubaby:
^^ so fucking true.
330am
I’m over here wide awake fuckin laughing my ass off because of peji & marion. I swear these niggas got jokes for daaayyss hahaha srsly tho wtf is sleep? I feel nocturnal haha okay bye!!
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4. A letter to a person you grew apart from this...
Dear - ,
Remember when we promised that we would never drift? haaa, that’s why I never really liked promises to begin with because they’re meant to be broken. I really wish we didn’t grow apart. I know we’ve been through so much and it felt like a roller coaster. It all literally happened in a blink of an eye. I mean, I saw it coming but not that quick.. if I even make...
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3. Your new year's plans
Get my grades up asap
Be with the same gang
Make my own $$$
Learn how to play the piano forreals
All bullshit to the side
Repaint my whole room MYSELF
Cut my hair…. maybe
Find someone who I know I can stick with
Mo0o00oree
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12/23/11
We had our Secret Santa potluck party today at Kevin’s! This highkey made me realize how much these people mean to me. Despite all the bullshit, these niggas are my 24/7 in and outside of school. The whole night I was confused as fuck because “supposedly” Lynden was my secret santa and he tells me that he didn’t get me anything ): All of them were literally trippin me out....
no bueno
When it comes to me hiding my feelings or not showing any emotions towards anything… I think I’m pretty good at it haha I do it so people will think im all good and no worries & shit lol but It ain’t alllll that eaaasy yknooow.
1. 10 things you did this year.
1. Dyed my hair over 7 times forsure
2. Drifted from people.
3. Caught up/Disappointed my parents BIGTIOOOME.
4. Sneaked out the wrong night and thought leavin the light on in my room would make my dad think I was in there chillin. I thought wrong ):
5. One of the main things that I wished for everyday, eventually happened.. :’)
6. Took my picture collage off my wall and replaced it...
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From this point on
I probably won’t really care anymore. I know I know I know I say this a lot but hey I got my limits too! It’s obviously not working out here so I guess I’m done trying. One day it will all fall into place, I just know it. It takes tiiiimmmmeee, just like how it did before. You taught me how to be patient. But I let my guard down once again. Soooo from here on out, you do you...
